BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE..!!

It seems to be darkness sourrounded everywhere.. May be the feeling goes because of me not being well.. M missing a great deal of things.. To put it there is no spice in this life now.. I know we should always live in the present.. but i cant stop myself from thinking  of the past days.. They were.. they were.. Well words fall short here.. Its the beauty that my heart rejoices in all the wonderful ways that it can.. for.. those were the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE.. ever cherished.. ever thoughtoff..
Every morning blossomed like a fresh flower in the spring, adding yet another color to my life..the days following which have left ever lasting frangnance that scent my memories even today..
As the cold wind blows with drizzling rain, they take me far back in my memory lane where I find myself dancing, making merry, enjoying each day to the fullest as though I had smelt the long laying future days ahead with nothing else but only the sweet memories of the past to cherish..!

All said n done ..but thats fine now.. !! I dont want to be that pesimist to stop here..! I still hope there is a far better future.. healthy.. wealthy.. which will have its own zeal.. Entheu... travelling through which I shall find a wonderland with differnt colors of my mood making the journey worth n delightfull..- Amen..
                                

Penned 25 May 2007

Its quite a long gap.. I too missed blogging.. anyways am back.. hope there will something be good in coming days to share with you all.. these days time seems so prolonged.. Its taking so much effort to pass days..
Iam trying to understand my own intellect but there's jus no response.! Well my efforts are on.. Going ahead..
I dont want to exactly say I live in past.. but now as Iam turning pages of my diary, I found this one jus the same date but couple of years ago..
Life changes so rapidly, but there was a hint of these future days even then.. I pity myself..! 

My dairy note dated 25th May 2007:

Yesterday it was raining heavily. I soaked myself  in the rain.! Its after so many long years that Iam enjoying the rain..My Life is very colorful now..These are my best times going on. Iam very happy for every thing.. I have got back all that I missed..Iam really very happy..Iam loving all colors.. I cant believe I wore Red color yesterday so happily.. No am not in Love.. Its jus not Red.. m loving all colors..
God..! how can I thank you for all these.. A Prayer to thee..  Please dont take away all these things from me..
I know.. I sence a pain in a corner amidst these joys.. I'll loose all these..! I know.. and then I think it will be all agin the same.. but I'll always hope to see these people back in my Life.. will be remembered always..How can I forget these people who walked with me.. laughed with me .. shared with me..n deeply touched my heart.. I can feel their impressions.. the mere thought of distance brings so much pain..It will be v hard for me.. Please God don be so harsh upon me..! May be I dint remember you much.. may be I was not so spiritual in these days but I have been a very good girl, a good friend to all.. Please write my future with same colors..same melodies.. May this music be always heard in my life.. Please.......!!

Dably..



n today theres silence every where.. where's the music..!!
waiting for ur answers..!!!!!!!!!


Peace..
Dably