BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE..!!

It seems to be darkness sourrounded everywhere.. May be the feeling goes because of me not being well.. M missing a great deal of things.. To put it there is no spice in this life now.. I know we should always live in the present.. but i cant stop myself from thinking  of the past days.. They were.. they were.. Well words fall short here.. Its the beauty that my heart rejoices in all the wonderful ways that it can.. for.. those were the BEST DAYS OF MY LIFE.. ever cherished.. ever thoughtoff..
Every morning blossomed like a fresh flower in the spring, adding yet another color to my life..the days following which have left ever lasting frangnance that scent my memories even today..
As the cold wind blows with drizzling rain, they take me far back in my memory lane where I find myself dancing, making merry, enjoying each day to the fullest as though I had smelt the long laying future days ahead with nothing else but only the sweet memories of the past to cherish..!

All said n done ..but thats fine now.. !! I dont want to be that pesimist to stop here..! I still hope there is a far better future.. healthy.. wealthy.. which will have its own zeal.. Entheu... travelling through which I shall find a wonderland with differnt colors of my mood making the journey worth n delightfull..- Amen..
                                

Penned 25 May 2007

Its quite a long gap.. I too missed blogging.. anyways am back.. hope there will something be good in coming days to share with you all.. these days time seems so prolonged.. Its taking so much effort to pass days..
Iam trying to understand my own intellect but there's jus no response.! Well my efforts are on.. Going ahead..
I dont want to exactly say I live in past.. but now as Iam turning pages of my diary, I found this one jus the same date but couple of years ago..
Life changes so rapidly, but there was a hint of these future days even then.. I pity myself..! 

My dairy note dated 25th May 2007:

Yesterday it was raining heavily. I soaked myself  in the rain.! Its after so many long years that Iam enjoying the rain..My Life is very colorful now..These are my best times going on. Iam very happy for every thing.. I have got back all that I missed..Iam really very happy..Iam loving all colors.. I cant believe I wore Red color yesterday so happily.. No am not in Love.. Its jus not Red.. m loving all colors..
God..! how can I thank you for all these.. A Prayer to thee..  Please dont take away all these things from me..
I know.. I sence a pain in a corner amidst these joys.. I'll loose all these..! I know.. and then I think it will be all agin the same.. but I'll always hope to see these people back in my Life.. will be remembered always..How can I forget these people who walked with me.. laughed with me .. shared with me..n deeply touched my heart.. I can feel their impressions.. the mere thought of distance brings so much pain..It will be v hard for me.. Please God don be so harsh upon me..! May be I dint remember you much.. may be I was not so spiritual in these days but I have been a very good girl, a good friend to all.. Please write my future with same colors..same melodies.. May this music be always heard in my life.. Please.......!!

Dably..



n today theres silence every where.. where's the music..!!
waiting for ur answers..!!!!!!!!!


Peace..
Dably

Happy B'Day Rahul..

Iam back again.. J
Guess what..Iam waiting for the 0th hour..! Its Rahul’s  B'day tomorrow  ,The 11 Jan..!He is my favorite ever since I saw him play for the first time.That day he was out on a duck.! hahah.. doesnt matter..He is my sweety pie..My sonu.. Iam a die hard fan of him, to the extent that my mom, my cousins my sisters and some of my close friends can forget to wish me on my own B'day, but they will make it a point to call me or text me on Rahuls B'day, also not to miss if he has not done well on a day they would definitely not miss the opportunity to take out their anger on me. Just to tease me.. J Be it whatever I would always fight tooth and nail over defending him.J 
Rahul..Such a descent guy.. so down to earth and focused. His thought alone brightens my mood be it what ever the situation..J 
I bet the dressing room might also be in  peace when Rahul is in the middle  coz he is  one such guy who can be relied upon to bring stability back in crunch situations.. well there is no end .. I can go on and on.. I wish I get a chance to see him play once soon..
I must say I Love Shilpa Sheety and her Rajasthan Royals, coz that’s the team that bid for Rahul yesterday. ;) I wish RR gets the IPL title back this year. J 
I wish them all the very best. J JNow that Its his b’day  I wish he be never made feel humiliated as it was with Saurav in yesterdays IPL4 auction. If its to end be it gracefully with full due respect. Whatever the case he has done enough to gain respect and love of millions around the globe like me and many others.

On a finishing note, few lines from my dairy that I had penned down on one such b’day of Rahul.. J
Friends..A strict warning.! No laughing at all..!! ok. ;)
So here we go..
Roses, Jasmine and Lilly..
All for you only..
To wish ‘Happy B'day ‘heartly..
To Rahul the most Lovely..
From Dably..J

Happy Birthday Rahul..
Fondly remembering you on your b'day. J
I wish you THE BEST of Life..J J

Cheers, J
Dably..

Falling Leaves

The winter is on and is fierce than usual this time. 
The trees have started sheding leaves. 
This reminds me of a game I enjoyed in my childhood.. Catching the falling leaves..! Though it sounds simple it wasnt that easy..Perticularly the lighter leaves like the Neem leaves..  The dry leaves falling from the trees dodge us and make us dance to its tune. The leaf that we follow may sometimes reach our hands and most of the times get carried away with wind. The fun is in chasing the leaf hoping it might land up in our hands.. Do try out.Its fun.. I did enjoy it in my childhood. Now with years I have learnt and experienced Life to some extent..Loosing is always Pain. I therefore pity the tree of loosing evrything when in utmost need.!
Just to share with my silent listners a Poem ,the auther of which Iam not aware of ,has beautifully put down the sadness that the falling leaves remind him of.  

 Falling Leaves:

 I was thinking of old friends today
and how many of them have slipped away.
Moved, got married, or stopped calling so much,
Found new friends, got busy, and just lost touch.
It reminded me of falling leaves.

Evry Autumn the leaves fall from the trees.
Some stay longer than others, but eventually-
Each leaf must fall, I'm told,
Leaving the tree alone to face the cold

Why is it that in the time of utmost need
the leaves would seek to leave the tree?
And when we need our friends around
we look and they cannot be found?

Of course these friendships come and go
and in the spring new leaves will grow.
But I prefer autumn friends of old
with crackling laughter and colors bold.

And then I thought of you.
That one stubborn leaf that won't let go.
That clings despite the winds that blow.
Fighting ice, and snow, and winter's stings
Hanging on right through till spring.
So I guess that's what you are to me -

The very last leaf to leave the tree.
I know it seems silly, but it's true.
When I see that last leaf...I think of you.
.....don't drift away.... will you???

Awesome is'nt it..!!
With this I wish all my Autum friends and that of Spring a Happy 2011. Hope you have a rocking year ahead..!



Love,
Cheers'   J
 Dably